Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Conference This Weekend... Will You Pray?

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I chatted on the phone with my sister-in-law last night, partially about fun, trivial matters like what to pack as we leave tomorrow for the infertility and adoption conference in Cali.

Then we shared with each other our struggles, (we both had recent miscarriages,) our hurting hearts, and our excitement to be surrounded by others who understand.  A woman's heart is precious.  Somehow both fragile and resilient. 

Our chat reminded me how thankful I am.

I cannot believe God has granted me two 45 minute chances/sessions to speak into the wounds of sweet sisters.  I'm no one special.  My testimony pales in comparison to almost anyone else who has faced significant waits and loss on the path to motherhood.  And yet, nine months ago, I received a phone call invitation to speak, and there was no way I'd pass on that gift.  

I feel such gratitude.  For 45 minutes, women will unlock their protected places and hold out to me their throbbing, tattered, wounded hearts as if to say, "Tell me what God means by this pain.  Show me how He is hope."  I am nearly on my face this morning realizing how unworthy I am of this sweet task.  Yes, God is hope. But it will take His power working in me before I can ever effectively tell them so.

And I'm asking you one more time...
Will you please pray?
Pray that no one can leave this conference without catching a life-changing glimpse of God.
Pray for all 13 speakers, that each of us would speak Truth alone.

And yes, I'll be selfish.
Will you also pray for me? I so badly want to be a part of God's work this weekend.

I am so
so
so
thankful for your prayers.
You have no idea.

Love,
Rachel

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8 comments:

Bonnie Capps said...

you are such a blessing and i know you will do great! i'm so very thankful for you!

Stephanie Bradford said...

Done!! I know you will speak God's wonderful words of hope and peace to all in attendance!

Rachel Goode said...

Bonnie and Stephanie,
Thank you so, so, so, so much for your prayers and your sweet friendships! I am SO blessed to know both of you!

L.O.T. said...

Praying away! I so look forward to seeing/hearing how He speaks to and reaches people through you! It always feels good to be surrounded by people that are walking the same road you are and can understand your same hurts and hopes.

Emily S (Em Busy Living) said...

You will do so well! Allowing God to work through you is all it takes!

tonya said...

I just love your heart! I will be praying!

Cameron said...

Will be praying for open hearts and healing words of truth! Love you, friend!

Lorretta at Dancing on the Dash said...

Can't wait to hear how God showed up! Praying!