Why am I sad?
Well, she’s changed. Since the last photos we saw, she’s gotten older, and more agile, and has longer hair and limbs.
There is nothing natural about watching your child’s development through photographs. I should be there. We should be together.
While she appears healthy, her height vs. weight numbers suggest that she is quite the string bean. Furthermore, she is dehydrated right now from diaherrea. As a mama, I want to go straight to her with all of the formula, hugs, and cuddles in the world. I realize she is in good care. I realize that she is loved. But I want to be there for her!
Please pray for her health… and for our patience! God’s timing IS perfect. We are just too finite to see it.