I've said this before and I'll say it again. Adoption leaves me crying at the most bizarre times! Hang with me as I explain what happened...
My dad gave me a copy of the new Andrew Peterson CD, so I was happily driving home from work enjoying it for the first time. As the song Planting Trees began to play, I basked the imagery of newlyweds digging in the soil to plant the seeds of their family tree. The young couple knew that the "tree" would grow and be a blessing years after they were gone.
I wasn't feeling emotional until the second verse, when I was caught off guard by the newlyweds adopting a son from Africa. Once again, adoption left me randomly sobbing.
To make matters worse, I have already put much thought into the way this adoption will forever change the makeup of our own family tree... and the song went on to proclaim this thought again and again, sending me laughter and wails all at once. No, I am not proud of this. I am a nut! (Click here to see my January post discussing the beauty of adoption changing our family tree for generations to come.) I suppose I was unprepared for the sweetness of hearing my realization in song.
My soul welled up in agreement as the song begged others, "Lean into something lasting/Planting trees." Oh, how I have loved working on our own family tree. I ache for it to grow. It is a lasting and God-annointed journey to grow a family for His glory!