I am a whiney, jealous baby! There is a blog I follow about a family who has also been moving towards a Ugandan adoption. Today, I read that after a phone call & a rapid turn of events, twin girls who were born in Alabama only days ago are about to be THEIR girls! And my first reaction in my heart is – why couldn’t that be us!?
Now that my more mature side is laughing at my initial selfishness, I am filled with joy that this sweet Christian family is about to receive such a blessing. But I do have to say… the thought of two at once still pulls at my heart almost to the point of an ache. I would still love to adopt two babies when we go to Uganda in the summer, while Brad still feels strongly about adding to our family one at a time. I am praying that if we should adopt two next summer, that God will change Brad’s heart. And I pray that if we should adopt one, that God will change my heart.